Notes: I'm still not a fan of using honorifics in a text in another language than Japanese, but hey, here they are anyway. XD
I might get used to it and do more fanfics with honorifics.
I am Makoto Kino, Mako-chan to my friends. I am happily married to Motoki-kun. One night we were in bed and making love. Everything was fine at first, but Motoki-kun starts to lick my flower and I feel uncomfortable. I don't know why.
"Motoki-kun, wait."
He continues anyway.
"Motoki-kun, please stop. I don't feel well."
Motoki-kun doesn't listen to me. Maybe he doesn't hear me. In any case, I feel worse and worse. A painful memory comes back to me. I scream and my love stops the cunnilingus.
"Mako-chan?" Motoki-kun asks me, worried. "What—?"
I don't think. I punch him so hard that he falls down KO.
"Motoki-kun, NO!"
I try to wake him up, in vain. Two hours later, he opens his eyes.
"Mako-chan? What happened?"
"I'm sorry." I answer him, in tears. "I couldn't control myself."
"I don't understand."
"I knocked you out."
"Why did you do that?" Asks the man of my life.
"You didn't stop licking my flower when I asked you to and... A bad memory came back to me. A kind of trauma. I got scared and fought back."
"I still don't understand. A trauma? What bad memory? Did I do something to you?"
"No, no! You've always been a true gentleman to me. That was... a long time ago. I wanted to give some bullies a beating but there were too many of them. They beat me up and one of the boys had kicked my crotch hard."
"That's horrible!"
"I had my first period afterwards. I'm sure my body is still traumatized by that event."
"Yet we've been married for years. We sleep together every night."
"I know, Motoki-kun. I've never had a reaction before. Is it due to the cunnilingus?"
Motoki-kun is thoughtful. He tells me that no matter what the cause is, he's there for me and to give me support. I thank him. Since our lovemaking is ruined, we go to bed for the rest of the night.